#and like hes a very good boy but i cant like Talk to him about my life or show him my very attractive fit bc thatd be weird asf
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fluff nikityom hcs? i need to see my boys happy
fluff artkita headcanons!
i need to see them happy too…sniffles…they deserve it…also thank you! (cant find a gif with both so just pretend..)
in this particular thing i feel like artyom does hold some love for nikita - he just has no idea how to express it properly and it can get pretty overwhelming.
nikita on the other hand isnt as confused about his feelings and is a lot more open then artyom.
nikita is definitely the touchier and clingier one out of the two. i feel like hed always like to hold onto artyom and hold his hand and just always want to touch him in some way. artyom only reciprocates if he does it first - too embarrassed to be the first one to do it.
hair. omg. hair. nikita totally loves to brush out artyoms hair and play with it - he thinks its so pretty and nice. artyom on the other hand also likes to brush nikitas hair out so he can get rid of all the knots and tangles - he tries to be as gentle as he can about it.
going along with that they definitely take showers together. i think artyom wants to make sure that nikita really does get himself clean and taken care of so he washes him off and makes sure hes super clean. nikita loves it and is always leaning into his touch.
when nikita isnt feeling well artyom will let him hug him while he cries and talks about whats wrong - artyom would be holding onto him and rubbing his back as he comforts him to try and help him feel better. once he tires himself out they for sure cuddle in bed while artyom hushes him and wipes away his remaining tears.
nikita really hates his body, but when artyom is touching over him and complimenting him he feels like the hottest man in the world. artyom would have a hard time admitting it out loud, but he genuinely thinks nikita is beautiful. he loves his acne and the bits of fat that stick out here and there - just everything about him.
nikita tries his best to clean his room before artyom comes over, but he always ends up helping him clean up anyway.
when they sleep together they sleep with so many blankets and cuddle up as close as possible because of how cold it is. i think those two would be rambling and whispering to each other into the early hours of the morning until the fall asleep.
sometimes artyom works himself too hard and can get super stressed and exhausted, so nikita will force him to relax and calm down for a little while. it always ends with artyom falling asleep on him.
artyom can sometimes get too cold outside and when he does nikita always offers him his hoodie. he argues but eventually takes it and it feels like the best goddamn thing hes ever worn - he even gets reluctant to take it off when he has to.
that stupid hoodie omg. artyom would love the way it looks on nikita and would think it fits him so well.
when nikita is too caught up in their videos sometimes artyom will catch him off guard by yanking his bandana down and kissing him. hes always quick to reciprocate and it always turns into the sweetest, longest kiss ever. artyom would swing his arms over nikitas shoulders and artyom would put his hands on his waist…hrnff…
sometimes theyll both cook for each other whenever theyre feeling like they wanna have an actual meal. neither of them are very good at it, but they figure it out together LOL
when theyre outside and mostly alone theyll hold hands while they walk and be all close and stuff. although sometimes their walks outside end with them throwing snow at each other LOL
artyom tries to teach nikita how to play the guitar, but he can never pick up on it because hes too busy admiring his boyfriend while he plays - because of that artyom is always behind him/in front of him moving his arms and hands into place while putting his fingers where they need to be. nikitas always so proud when hes able to play a note or two and artyom just finds it so attractive even if it isnt much
#tcc fandom#tcc tumblr#tccblr#tcctwt#tee cee cee#tccblur#teeceecee#nikita and artyom#artyom anoufriev#nikita lytkin#dismembered pugachova#academy maniacs#artkita#anoufrievboy headcanons
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If you're taking requests, something with pegging schlatt? I keep thinking about him being a pillow princess
this wont be a very long fic, maybe a drabble but uhm.. yeah.. fuck...
cw: pegging, subby schlatt? slight choking, very short
schlatt lays with multiple pillows surrounding him. he has a pillow underneath his head and a pillow underneath his hips (that his dick is leaking against). his backside and hole being shown for you, and only you.
your lubed cock rests inside of him as you let him try to regain his breathing. "i know jay, its a bit big huh? but you wanted this princess." you tsk and he just groans, starting to push back against the strap.
"holy fuck.." he says between his loud whimpers, schlatt cant stop his ass bouncing against yours, letting you watch him try to fuck himself with your hands on his hips.
"please toots, gotta fuck me now- ive been good right? ive been good for you, i swear." his voice is muffled since he is talking into the pillow, but you manage to hear him because he is so loud, begging for you to use him.
"yeah.. i guess you have been good.." your hear him sigh, then yelp from the sharp sting against his ass. "i like teasing you jay, you look too good with your ass up against my cock." you giggle.
you hear him groan and back up against you with a particular shove, you scoff at the motion and start to laugh. "fine.. fine. ill give it to you." you start moving your hips up into him, shoving your cock deep into him. poking at his prostate.
you start to trail your hands down his back and then raise them back up to his shoulders, kneading at them before going up to his hair and yanking it back.
"wanna hear your moans, boy." you hear a hiss come from him and then some moans, that start to get louder and louder. you bring your other hand and start to choke him with your hand. you hear him choke a bit and gag before letting go.
"fuck me babe- did you really have to do that?" he says, trying to gather himself up but you pushed him back down by using his shoulders.
"yeah- you did try to fuck yourself against me, this is.. payback.. lets say."
just a few more thrusts and schlatt comes all over the pillow, cum leaking out from his tip.
"such a good boy.. we can go again, yeah?" he starts protesting but you dont care, moving your hips once again while schlatt lets out such sweet moans.
#jschlatt x reader#schlatt x reader#jschlatt x you#schlatt x you#jschlatt smut#schlatt fanfic#schlatt x reader smut#schlatt smut#jschlatt x reader smut#jschlatt fanfic#schlatt x y/n#jschlatt x y/n
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Nicky finds the tunnels under the school but things turn a twist while his there, Sorry if there is bad gramer. (Part 2)
Nicky wakes up weak and tired "God What did those beak freaks do to me" he said in a pale voice he could barely speak. After a moment of ajusting himself he relized he was tied up, now he really starts to freak out.
"Help...anyone...am...s..stuck"
He says with a chocked up voice. After a moment of silence he see's a group, the same goup of people that kidnaped him in the school!
"Well well" one says as he comes out the shadow "how did you sleep..did you dream of sunshines and rainbows?"
Nicky could hear one of the other group members chuckle, "No ..." Nicky said in a whsiper voice but then Nicky start to realize something.....The other crow freaks were'nt like the one talking to him. The others were dusty and had diffrent color beak, while this one was more taller and cleaner and his beak stood out that the rest of them.
"You...y...you..must be the leader...r..right?" Nicky stated as he tried to break free.
At first he remaned silinent but after a moment he spoke up.....
Yes...I am the leader and now tell boy..what were you doing down the school tunnels...its dangerous you could've got killed or hurt..and of cousre WE couldve killed you...yk."
He said in a very deep voice as he waited for a responce he finally got one, Nicky spoke up loud and clear.
"It's NOT your bussiness what I was doing there plus even if you did killed me people would start to realize that am gone and would call the police then they will find you and would take you to prison and I know u dont want that to happen so why not let me go?" Nicky stated.
There was silence in the room Nicky thought they would let him go but things didnt go as planed.
"Yes yes we could let you go....but theres a bit of a problem with that honey~"
"What....whats that? Asked Nicky in a worried tone.
"Well if we....I let you go your little tiny mouth would go out there and spill the tea wouldn't it? And even if you say you wont say anything about this how would bealive someone as talkitive as you...hmm?"
Nicky sat there in silence not know what to say next, the Crow freak had a point... how would he know if he would go out telling his friends about this? What would His parents think...what would his friends think...what would....TRINITY think...would they even believe him?
"What if we just keep him with us? Then he wont go talking his mouth out about us." One of the group members suggested.
No, was all Nicky thought he didnt want to stay with these People or whatever they are what if they killed him the next day or the day after that? If did stay for how long would he even stay?!
Yes...thats a good plan" The leader says "How about you stay with us..you'll be safe with us..we wont hurt you.
"NO!" Nicky insisted "YOU CANT WHAT ABOUT MY FAMILY THEY WILL MISS ME AND WHAT ABOUT MY FRIENDS?! Nicky felt his voice gain back to normal.
"Oh sweat heart...We can be your family...and what friends?" The leader chuckled, "those arn't your friends.. neither are they your real friends they never listen to you, they just ignore you all the time..and your parents...They just think its your "IMAGINATION" won't they?"
Nicky started to cry a bit he felt all of them gather around him like a big hug one part of Nicky wanted to let go of their grasp but another wanted to stay and feel the hug, He stood there still feeling the warmth of the hug.
"We care....Nicky..We will beleive in you..we will listen and take good care of you" Another one states.
"Nicolas...WE..will be your Family."
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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Boy King Seb :D
#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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help how do you Say Normal Things on a date? asking for me
#i have gone on a few dates with a cute boy - very low pressure he's a good kid#but I have absolutely SUCKED at conversation. i was so nervous i didn't look him in the eyes one night? the whole dinner? ughhhh#like i was so bad i cant believe he wants to still talk to me. i guess it works cause we're both engineers#anyhow we're going to a hockey game cause the band isn't playing. how do i not blather on about hockey stats for the whole time
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im writing an au where scar wasnt one of the founding members of boatem and just Pops up one day w his huge wagon, disturbing the very foundation of the village with his salesman grin, and initially it seems hes trying to start an industry there but hes really just running from his fucked up past and trying to make a living and let me just say that NOBODY in universe is enjoying this (he is getting rocks thrown at him by the boatem crew)
#its also just like an alternate universe in general#im imagining he did some very shady deals and now he is being hunted for sport#but he just cant resist the urge to try and sell something to people so hes like “wanna buy my. crystals” to boatem#and theyre like boooo tomato tomato#when he gets nervous he just starts selling shit its in his nature#he doesnt even mean to at this point like hes trying to make a good impression but he just tore down trees with his wagon by accident#bro ruined their farms and they are NOT pleased about it and he is sweating bullets and they are throwing rocks at him#i hate boatem i try to live there and everyone throws rocks at me and screams leave white boy leave#anyways eventually he gets two boyfriends bc they realize Ah. Hes just got many things wrong with his brain. thats actually very attractive#we r at like 6500 words with this. still first chapter territory#bashing head on wall i am not immune to writing new fics about gtws#rosie talks#hermitblr
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Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(
#mine#oh boy here we go. guy last post was about has been pretty cool and i got flustered around him a few times#but i feel bad bc. i need m o r e he isnt insane enough he isnt making me go absolutely crazy i want to be satisfied but im NOT im sorry#like its quite honestly the most attention acceptance etc ive gotten but its not ENOUGH he doesnt die whenever i send a selfie#im never satisfied WHY i have unrealistic expectations !!!! i hate my brain killing and violence and death etc#i get crushes on guys who want nothing to do with me but then when one actually wants me its not enough? what is wrong with me#thrill of the chase? i cant accept being loved? what is it brain. christ almighty. im not doing anything like deliberately yandere related#anymore im just being generally incomprehensibly mentally ill 🙄 still trying to find a therapist but idk how on earth ill explain that#ill update this post tomorrow with more insanity but for now i am the sleepy tired#// ok its now 3 days later i dont feel like making another post. i think i was just having a mental illness moment as always#because he does make me insane. hashtag girl. im trying to be the smartest and calculated i have ever been with a relationship in my life#like im thinkin about it so hard bro. the future n shit. how would this relationship go. im so scared ill do something wrong its preventing#me from doing things RIGHT. im sad becaude i flipped out today over even imagining him being upset with me a little#so i was really embarrassed and it put me in a weird mood for the rest of the night but he reassured me he doesnt hate me or want me to die#every one aaalways says theyre different. i can only hope this one is telling the truth. i dont know what ill do if he isnt.#well i need to stop whining about fictional scenarios and focus on the good stuff in reality. i get along with him very well and he#is very niceys to me :3 he doesnt think im fucking insane or stupid for overreacting. i feel very comfortable gossiping and talking w him#every long time blog viewer of mine reading this like ah shit here we go again#but thats what im here for. i guess. just have to keep doing this shit until something good finally happens to me romantically hngh#i feel so strange because i have wanted and yearned for a relationship but now that i actually could have one im like WAIT#I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR 💀💀💀 bruh. and he doesnt even think im stupid hes respectful to me he checks in on me all the time#like perhaps the only person to ever actually almost match my energy in a romantic sense. there was [redacted] i guess but he didnt love me#he listens to me talk about my problems he doesnt think i complain or overreact too much. all the ridiculous cringe shit i do#he doesnt mind it. its nice to be able to be myself. and im really proud of myself for not rushing into a relationship right away
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ohohoho boy update. today at work it was just us doing cheese while everyone else pulled an ice cream order, and i was like hey if youre not busy saturday would you want to roadtrip with me? and i fully expected him to say no, but we are roadtripping to nebraska on saturday <3 <3 anyway what playlist do i put on in the car. do we trust him enough for get loose get looser
#music wise. i think maybe take a walk in the sun or normal music. not sure about glgl yet#i will probably put him on aux for at least half of the trip#(and when i say trip i mean like. 6-7 hours round trip. like we're not going very far for very long)#we're leaving at like 2:45-3pm and i get sleepy around 10 so not like a super good road trip for me#i told him that the way i plan trips was usually a long drive based purely off vibes but i would try to have an actual plan this time#and i asked him what time he would want to be home for work the next day since he works at 6am#and god he was so cute he was like 'i'll call off work on sunday so you can do one of your usual trips'#and yeah. sighh i am down so bad#and i HAVE to promise to be normal on this trip. i always get weird in cars late at night.#but theres Implications of him being in my car like 100 miles from home. so i cant do or say anything weird#like could you imagine being in a car with someone you dont like and they start being weird. like what the fuck do you even do.#but anyway yeah good day. he was very talkative today. and he is so cute sometimes i cant stand it#work is really fun when theres 6 of us and i can stand there while the underclassmen do all the work#boy post#oh and he said he was going to message that he was streaming skyrim but it ended up being boring#so that revealed some info. 1) twitch streamer 2) did think about texting me at least once last week 3) trusts me to know about his twitch#ugh. i would love to just hurry all this up but i have to be patient i have toooo#okay! off to take a disease quiz and then study some ice cream#talk to you later tumblrinas
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we srsly need more stories with idealized versions of characters that other characters have sort of made up but NOT in the joke way where its like “haha you thought they were gonna be cool but they’re lame” or “you thought they were good but they’re evil” i mean just subtle stuff where the average person might not even REALIZED those biased views of that character ARE biased
#again omori im talking about omori#specifically with basil just cause hes the most obvious considering he LITERALLY gets split into two different characters due to sunny not#being able to reconcile his good and bad traits. basil is very complicated and flawed individual but sunny needs him to be either best#friend who can do no wrong or evil monster who does terrible things#he cant accept that basil can be both his friend who is sweet and kind and likes plants and books and things#and also the boy who helped frame his sister's death as a suicide#so every negative aspect of basil is shoved onto stranger and banished to black space#whilst headspace basil is perfect and shy/anxious in a palatable cute way and not in an ugly damaging way and needs to be rescued#urughrugrghhr its SOOOOOOO good its so fucking fascinating i cant stop thinking about it#serena.txt
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does anyone else have that feeling when you’re good friends with someone and you genuinely love them but don’t like mentioning them to specific people because you’re afraid they’ll start shipping you guys or something
#*ahem* my mom#pretty sure she and my dad GENUINELY cant fathom a girl being friends with a boy#and now i'm like#idk man#plus when I HAVE HAD a crush on somebody I never tell anyone because some people are weirdos about it#idk I just LOVE MY FRIEND and care for him BUT I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO ASSUME WE'RE A THING OR THAT WE HAVE CRUSHES ON EACH OTHER UGHHH#and no I could care less if he got feelings for me or smth#but I honestly consider us very good platonic besties and don't want anything different#I know I don't talk about my real life issues on here but I'M SO CONFLICTED#vent post
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Why do I always hyperfixate on things that no one else is interested in sgxkzgsjsgzjsg
#its V time again oh boy!#time to think about characters from an old ass show no one else cares about!#like at least some older shows still have dedicated fanbases but this one is just kinda in the background#obscure old scifi shows my beloved#its ok though I know in my heart that Mike was a chaotic bisexual and Martin was inove with him <3#fandom#hyperfixation#neurodivergence#Mike and Martin shouldve kissed that is all#seriously though i highly recommend watching the original 80's miniseries/show its so good#its a clear allegory to fascism and has really good character dynamics#and it has Robert Englund playing a very sweet alien that doesn't speak english very well bc he was sent to the wrong place#though the aliens are definitely built from the harmful 'lizard person' concept#it was based on a novel called 'it cant happen here' which was written in 1935 and its heavily antifascist#but the studio thought the original script was too much so they swapped the fascist out for aliens#its really good despite very much being a product of its time#unfortunately the antisemitic nature of the lizard-person trope wasnt really talked about so it flew under the radar#but the core message is very clearly calling back to and criticizing the nazi party#its even directly pointed out by a jewish character at one point saying they need to help or risk repeating history#i just think its very good and should be watched and also I want more people who Get It
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i forget how much i love itto until i think about him for like 0.5 seconds and then its like HOLY SHIT!!! ITTTTOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
#benjitalk#my BOY my silly MAN#i still cant fucking believe itto is a genshin character btw. it feels like he should be an entirely different game.#i think thats mostly bc of his va though.#max mittelman my BELOVED#honestly dont think i'd ever want to meet any ''celebrity'' besides max#oh wait jerma is up there too. but also i dont think id even say hi to him. what the hell would i say to jerma if i meet him.#hello mister jeremy i enjoy ur funny antics and sus behavior. have a good day sir#actually. maybe id ask him about when he was a sub teacher ive always really wondered about that and i dont think hes brought it up much?#this was meant to be about itto how did i start talking about jerma.#anyays. point of post is: itto Good. max mittelman VERY fucking good. jerma cool dude :]
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im so glad youre getting into naddpod i love it so fucking much. i love seeing ur d20 artwork and posts in general so seeing u get into naddpod is very !!! :D
!!! THANK YOU!! and YEAH i am soo slowly and steadily making my way through the bahumia campaign and i am IN LOVE. band of boobs my beloved
#ON EPISODE FORTY RN#anyway nadpodd is gonna convert me into a long-campaign enjoyer#and IM SO IN LOVE WITH ALL THE PLAYERS#beverly is soo funny. he is like. half split between being the best most cutest good boy anf being pelors mpst holy terror of a child#(ALWAYS thibking about his meow moment being in the same episode he humps a corpse. he spent this entire episode trying to jump into a#giant's ear and pretending to be his conscience. LOVE)#seeing the evolution of hardwon is SO COOL. like he literally starts of as suuuch a jon snow but then like really quickly gets into#the dnd sillies vibe. rlly amazing watching the transprmation of coolguy hardwon surefoot and knowing his destination (divorceguy henry)#(also also ill luck henry song of ALL time. whatever not this campaign)#anyway. i think its really cool to see where hes at right now. like its a very good mix of loser and cool. where all dnd characyers shld be#but yeah. frostwind arc is soo good. like jake is literally roleplaying his heart out and its rlly cool to see him take like#the emotional focus of the arc i think#^_^ and MOONSHINE. <<<3333333333333#idk man. wmily is just like. shes so good. at making pcs. like its just awe inspiring#i cant even talk aboit it. like thats just my real life friend moonshine cybin#i rlly get it when people say emily inhabits her character. shes sooo good at it. like. she just IS moonshine#O_O also . man just being honest. literally there is no character better than like. swamp hick with a massive rack#its just. its rlly good#also murph is so cool. he intimidates me#like im starting dming and hearing murpj do it in just like O_O wow um... hes so cool.... hes... hes so cool....#murph baddest bitch ever. also when he does paw paws little rar rarrrr rarr. sick#wait sorry. ive been talking about naddpod to much#i could go on for a whole nother fofty tags#anyway. umm i like naddpod#i hope i get to post some art soon#asks
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#delete later#i keep having panic attacks and need to think of something else so here's my essay on mr magoriums wonder emporium#vs my brain#the first thing you gotta understand is that im autistic and have always felt like im not supposed to be here.#i used to talk to the moon all the time and always felt like i belonged up there with her more than i ever did in the world#the second thing you gotta understand is that i didnt hage friends for a large part of my childhood and instead found solace in reading#and making things that made me happy and felt right abd good#fhe third thing you gotta understand is ive got mad daddy issues#and the fourth is that although i thought myself very smart as a kid i was also constantly certain that i was an idiot who was#trickong everyone and that i wouldn't go anywhere#so in comes this film. one main character is a young boy who cant make any friends. who has specific interests and who makes things#one main character is a woman who was a prodigy until she ran out of hope and energy#one main character is a man who is completely seperated from what makes him happy and the wirld around him#and the last main character is a kind old man who supports them all whilst always knowimg and being at peace qith the fact#that he was different abd wasn't meant to stay#i still dont know which character i identified more with as a child. i think its probably all of them at obe point or another#but the major one was mr magorium himself. bc he made his world so it fit him. and was not ashamed of any of it.#he was completely at peace with the fact that he was different that very few pelple understood him that he was noticeably weird#and he was loved for it.#and then he died. abd not to be a downer but my childhood was filled with obsessions about how i was going to die#how much it would hurt how much blood there'd be. i think this was the first film i saw where it was so simple. it was just his time#obviously the way i thought about death was never healthy bc after those obsessions came the suicidal ideation#but this film presented it in such a neutral matter of fact way. its just a fact of life. it doesnt matter hoe prepared you are#its always hard it always hurts but it must happen anyway. after my grandma died i didnt have yhe ability at the time to process it#but this film helped. abd now when i try to make ky thoughts about death more neutral and not fear or hope based#i think about this movie. and i think about all the joy it presented in living abd accepting yourself in all your oddness#and it makes me feel a little bit sad that a place like that doesnt exist. but it also majes me a little bit happy and a little bit hopeful
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#also.#this boy is VERY sweet and VERY good to me#i was hesitant at first and honestly until our date today#bc i dont want to get involved with someone stagnant and with no drive in life#idgaf about a job but u have to want better for urself in SOME way#but he has goals and dreams#thats not to say he's just talking a good game and there's no action behind it#but i've only been hanging out with him for a month#my ex's shortcomings continue to affect me lmfao and i dont want to compare but i also dont want to be involved with someone who cant#like#figure their shit out#and also i poured ALL of myself into him#and i do not want to do that again#it seems better this time more of an even pace and clear communication#and he's SO emotionally intelligent#and caring and complimentary and he pays for dinner EVERY time and he is so so sweet#he's just so sweet. i like him a lot i think#and also i want to see what his wiener looks like#that will make or break my decision i think#but he's 6'4 and a quarter mexican a quarter german so like. here's hoping#LOL#personal
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